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just when you think…

Just when I think I have things going “ok”, nothing is too crazy and life is pretty good (yeah, you know what’s coming)… I realize that I’m not that brilliant with the whole life thing and it all falls apart. Nothing tragic, mind you, but a mess nonetheless. It’s fixable, it’s bearable, but it’s a major pain. *sigh* I look forward to one of these days getting enough figured out that good things happen because I did something well. That I might actually be just a bit ahead and that said “mess” doesn’t happen again. In the mean time, my family rocks and makes sure I don’t drown. Have to love them.

note to self…

Executing a roundhouse kick to a pad your instructor is holding and striking said instructor’s knuckles and the board part of the pad with the top of your foot results in much pain and a nasty bruise. Don’t do that.

the deeper the roots…

I walk into Starbuck’s this morning and the song playing is “I Go Down To The River”. I love this song. And for many reasons. I think it reminds me of my childhood and old hymns, but I love the simplicity of it:

As I went down in the river to pray
Studying about that good ol’ way
And who shall wear the robe and crown?
Good Lord show me the way

It’s a song of roots. A song that makes us think and leads us to what we’re supposed to do; pray, seek God, and follow His way. Simple, but easier said than done.

Besides the song, I noticed this poster in Starbuck’s. It read, “The deeper the roots, the higher the reach.” I adore that! It’s so true. The more you know who you are and where you come from, the easier it is to reach out, be confident, and do amazing things. You no longer have to think about where you come from and how that fits into the equation in order to do something. It’s already done.

So, off to make sure I know where my roots are…

delusion of a day off

I’m sitting here, working. Although admittedly it’s more like playing to me. Since I happen to love designing, I tend to get wrapped up in what I’m doing and don’t realize that there are hours going by. The only way that I’ve really known what time it was tonight was by watching some of my favorite shows on TV. Thus the realization that it really is 10pm and bed should be the top priority. (Notice how I realize that but don’t take my own advice and instead immediately start typing a post? Yeah, I’m warped.) For the past hour I thought it was Thursday night and that I have tomorrow off. Yeah, not true. I do have to go to work tomorrow and so the bed thing is yet again, ringing a bell. Ever have those types of moments?

I read in my friend’s blog tonight how we sometimes realize who we are, know our shortcomings, and instead of working to change and be healthy, we just sit down and get comfortable with them. I think she’s more on the money than any of us care to verbalize or admit. She goes on to say that maybe it’s because healthy seems boring in comparison. So, even though I should be in bed right now, I’m typing away and ignoring the fact that I’d be better physically and mentally if I got more sleep than I’ve been getting. I mean, doesn’t going to bed “early” or “earlier” sound boring when compared to saying “Oh, yeah, I’m just tired ’cause I was up late working on some freelance stuff.” Yep, it’s official, I’m dumb. Changing means working on the small stuff, one at a time. Maybe I need to start with this one. Ya think?

a song is born

I adore music. I breathe it, eat it, sleep it. It is very much what moves me and keeps me sane. So, I suppose it comes as no surprise that I love singing on a worship team. The team I’m assigned to at my church is fabulous. They are all amazingly talented and they are so much fun to sing with. I am the “Do-wop Girl”. Which roughly translates into being the one with the fun high harmonies who comes in to make things sound fuller and pretty. It’s kind of a fun job really. I get to sing with two vocalists who have gorgeous voices and are flexible enough to try almost anything. So we make things up as we go along and enjoy it. Seriously, if you ever get to sing or play with talented people, do it. It’s a-MA-zing how much fun it is and how you just forget all the crazy, stupid stuff of life for a few hours.

Speaking of crazy talented, ever hear of a band called Célé Dé? If not, and you like Celtic music done by ridiculously talented musicians, check them out. They are fantastic. I think they’re much better live because you get to see them move, interact, and play these amazingly complicated pieces as if it were breathing. It’s fun stuff, so try and catch a concert.

Thus endeth the music soapbox.

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